So today isn’t turning out to be what I hoped it would. It’s turning into a high anxiety type of a day and I wasn’t expecting that. I shouldn’t have said anything bad about the internet last night… I think it heard me. What do I mean by that? First of all I’m experiencing a serious email drought. Then I found something on Craigslist that I wanted and I responded to the post it took the lady like 12 hours to get back to me (I guess I can’t really hold that against the internet). But there is just generally nothing to distract me from exams online. How did exams get here so fast?? I’m not at all prepared and why why does evidence have to be first and why why does it have to be closed book? Even though I’m ok with the material I still feel woefully under-prepared.
Then I freaked out about eating salami cause apparently you’re not supposed to unless it’s heated through… but I heated it through. So why am I freaking out you ask? I don’t know! But the salami tastes so good. Maybe it’s because I woke up on my back. You’re not supposed to do that either. There are just a lot of things that you’re not supposed to do. I don’t know how I’m ever going to make it to my next appointment on Thursday. It’s really hard not to freak out about the baby.
So my schedule for next week goes something like Monday: work, Tuesday: evidence exam, childbirth prep class, Wednesday: work, Thursday: Doctor’s appointment, Friday: law and psychiatry exam. Sweet right? Can I run away now?
Maybe picking up my Craigslist loot will motivate me to carry on.